What a terrible day. I blame it to hormones. I am having this time of the month again. I woke up feeling bad because of the little argument M and I had. Yes, we argue a lot. I dont even know why. Differences maybe. So it did set the mood for the day, too bad. I went to an interview-just so I can tell myself that I am serious in finding a new job (blame it to RCG for the promise of calling me for an offer, now I am complacent and super tamad to look for a job). It was 1 in the afternoon and Haring Araw was so mighty powerful. I couldnt really stand the heat outside. It was too damn hot!
The interview went well however, they re-scheduled me for a tech interview, in short, I got nothing to do na in that super init Ayala. I decided to text my friends from 24/7 so I can meet them and my lakad is not sayang naman. I went to the office, saw a lot of people and finally saw and hugged Fats.
Karen and I got ourselves huge mango shake and fries, talked and laughed until I cool down. I just vented out all the inis I have today. I went to Cash and Carry after to buy RCA for my DVD player, Lord, super init talaga today. Hay. I went home, watched Just Go With It and Going the Distance, it made me happy. I promised to sleep early but look at me now, still writing and its almost 2 in the morning. Still not heard from M yet.
I know tomorrow will be better. I just can't understand why another man is now able to bring all posible emotions in me. This cant be happening. Please naman. Waaah.
Hay.
Miyerkules, Abril 27, 2011
Lunes, Abril 25, 2011
Simple Lang Naman
Simple lang gusto ko. Ligawan mo ko. Bigyan mo ko flowers and chocolates. Puntahan mo ko sa bahay. Samahan mo ko magsimba. Magselos ka at pigilan mo ko sa ibang bagay. Mainis ka pero kaya kita paandaran. Tapos kumain tayo sa mura at sa mahal, magdate tayo at mamasyal sa iba’t-ibang lugar. Magpicture tayo ng madami. Mag-away tayo at maglambingan pagkatapos. Mag-ipon tayo tapos, yayain mo ko ng kasal, pakasal tayo, wag mo ko lokohin. Palakihin naten mga anak naten ng maayos. Pramis, di ka magsisisi saken. Ngayon, simple lang diba? Kaya mo ba? Go. :)
Sabado, Abril 23, 2011
Tameme 101
Naranasan nyo na ba na may crush ka at hanggang tingin ka lang? Kasi pag malapit sya sa'yo eh natatameme ka lang? Ako kase, OO! Haha. At hindi ko lang ma-absorb na nakakausap ko na ang dating dahilan ng pagkatameme ko. Hindi ko ren alam bakit ko sya gusto. Maangas, maitim, untidy-looking, not approachable, hindi ako pinapansin, lahat na yata. Buti na lang mabango ka. Haha. Pero siguro lahat ng nabanggit ko are the same reasons why you caught my attention.
Ayan tuloy, sa kakiligan ko, I was driven to compile my madaming tameme moments with you. :P
Late 2008: 4th flr-near the printer-behind the pillar beside the TL station
Din: (pasulyap-sulyap sa isang direction lang. malamang eh kitang kita ko ikaw kahit nakatago!)
TL Jojo: Tawagin ko ba Din? Teka lang ah
(tinawag naman nga, lumapit)
At ako, napaupo na lang habang nag-uusap sila. Kamote tong si TL.
Mid 2009: Ondoy: Redgames. May outage. Ni-ping ko sya re the outage. Ang tatag ko lang sa chat. Pagbaba sa yosihan. Ayan na. Habang namomoroblema sila sa outage at sa bumabahang Valero, tahimik na naman ako.
2010: No particular order :P
May 2010: First day after the motorcycle accident
Instance 1: Yosihan: Nadaanan nya ko nakaupo
M: what happened to you?
D: Uhmm, just an accident.,ah...eh..
M: Well obviously (then umakyat na sya)
D: Napa-yosi na lang
Instance 2: Sa 3rd floor habang may kausap syang TL
Din: (tahimik na naglalakad)
M: So where did you get that huh?
D: ah eh, just a motorcycle accident
M: you're a racer now? what? you ride a motorcycle?
D: Uhmm no..okay lang po ako boss..
M: yeah right look at you.
D: *smile*
Mid to Late 2010:
1. Din, sleepy when M suddenly did a side-by-side barging with ate lorie. KAMUSTA ANG GULAT? Napaupo ako ng maayos habang sumusinghot sa paligid. Ambango eh. At dki ako mapakali. Parang tatalon puso ko sa kaba. Nyahahaha! Pasulyap sulyap lang.
2. M habang asa 3rd floor at paikot-ikot. Umupo ba naman sa tabi ni TL Audrey na syang naka-station sa baay kung asan ako?! Kamusta naman talaga?! Tapos pumunta pa sya kay ate Lorie at nagbarge ulet na syang asa tapat ko naman! Kamusta talaga ang pasimpleng pagtayo at pagsulyap ko. Waaaaahhh!!! Eto ang catch: saktong weird ang call ko, long call, email issue. weird talaga!
Din: (lumapit na kay TL Jojo kasi weird talaga issue. padaan daan ako sa tapat ni M kasi lampas pa dun station ni TL) TL, lika nga sa station ko! ang weird ng email issue ko pramis!!
TL: sus nagpapacute ka lang kay M eh!
Din: tanga hindi noh, seryoso mahirap talaga!
TL (lumapit kame sa station ko.)
Nung nakaupo nako...
TL: hey brother, can you help my agent? she said she's having a weird email issue.
Din: LUMAKI TALAGA MATA KO LALO LIKE THIS @_@
M: so what's up? (pagkalapit saken)
**Naman Lord ambango naman neto!!!!!!!**
Din: uhmm ehh..(mega explain ng issue na nauutal na napapasmile)
M: is this a serious call or you're just making fun of me?
D: huh seryoso to noh!
M: alright, contact a mod and tell them i said this.....blah blah blah
D: thanks!
*define himatay?*
3. Asa yosihan.First break (M, TL, others nakaupo). Dumating ako. At ang puso ko hello naman, tumalon ulet!
TL: Sus Din, yang ngiti mo na naman! (take note: andun si M!!!)
Din: Ano ba TL? para kang tanga dyan!
M: (just listening)
TL: (tinanong yung ibang nakaupo): Nakita nyo ba picture ni Din at Ron? sweet na sweet lang eh!
Din: smile (deep inside: lintek ka tl!!! quiet ka lang! si M andyan oh, baka kung ano isipin!)
*pag-akyat, sinapak ko si TL. basag trip eh! haha. sabi ni TL: may boyprend ka diba???? sabi ko: bastaaaa!!!! eh crush ko yun eh!!!
4. FGD:
TL: Guys, go to the conference room (May mga call pa sila, ako naman, gora na sa conference room, syempre petiks yun eh.)
*Pagpasok ko sa room, sya lang nakita ko. AS IN SYA LANG. waaaaaaaaahh!
D: oh..hi boss!
M: hello. where are the others?
D: still on a call
M: alright, have a seat
*at umupo ako na hindi na mapakali..hanggang pumasok na sila..at habang nag-FGD. hindi mawari ang ngiti ko. di ako makatingin. nakatitig lang ako. at...parehas kame ng phone!!!! yehey. hahaha!
5. Yosihan: Magkakausap kame nina Mojo, Noah, at Ron. Kwento kwento kame at ang mga teammates ko, asa may other side. Biglang may lumapit:
M: hey
D: (hindi nako mapakali. hindi ko kaya tong moment na to kase katabi ko sya at katapat ko si ron!)
*in short, nagwalk out ako. hehehe. at nagpunta ko sa mga teammates ko na nakatawa saken. sabi ko, di ko kinaya na katabi sya! nyahahaha
6. TCAMP. I was shortlisted sa TL Post. wow. Elevator scene:
M: I saw your name on the list
D: Ah, yes..
M: So you want grow instead of glow?
D: Yes boss..
M: well goodluck! see you around!
D: speechless
Nyahahaha! Shet.
At napakadami pang elevator moments, na nakatingin lang ako. nakasmile..ganon lang...haha :D chinachat ko ren sya, dun lang ako magaling. nansstalk ako sa 4th para makita sya, pag naman malapit ayoko na. may time na ayoko na sa kanya kase nga kakahiya naman sa boyprend ko nun. hehe. saka feeling ko nagfeeling sya. so sinupladahan ko na. pati sa chat lalo na nung ma-bridge ako. casual/professional lang. hehe.
2011
many things happened..i resigned...and the rest is history. yiheeee...let's see... =)
NAKAKATAMEME DIBA? =))
Ayan tuloy, sa kakiligan ko, I was driven to compile my madaming tameme moments with you. :P
Late 2008: 4th flr-near the printer-behind the pillar beside the TL station
Din: (pasulyap-sulyap sa isang direction lang. malamang eh kitang kita ko ikaw kahit nakatago!)
TL Jojo: Tawagin ko ba Din? Teka lang ah
(tinawag naman nga, lumapit)
At ako, napaupo na lang habang nag-uusap sila. Kamote tong si TL.
Mid 2009: Ondoy: Redgames. May outage. Ni-ping ko sya re the outage. Ang tatag ko lang sa chat. Pagbaba sa yosihan. Ayan na. Habang namomoroblema sila sa outage at sa bumabahang Valero, tahimik na naman ako.
2010: No particular order :P
May 2010: First day after the motorcycle accident
Instance 1: Yosihan: Nadaanan nya ko nakaupo
M: what happened to you?
D: Uhmm, just an accident.,ah...eh..
M: Well obviously (then umakyat na sya)
D: Napa-yosi na lang
Instance 2: Sa 3rd floor habang may kausap syang TL
Din: (tahimik na naglalakad)
M: So where did you get that huh?
D: ah eh, just a motorcycle accident
M: you're a racer now? what? you ride a motorcycle?
D: Uhmm no..okay lang po ako boss..
M: yeah right look at you.
D: *smile*
Mid to Late 2010:
1. Din, sleepy when M suddenly did a side-by-side barging with ate lorie. KAMUSTA ANG GULAT? Napaupo ako ng maayos habang sumusinghot sa paligid. Ambango eh. At dki ako mapakali. Parang tatalon puso ko sa kaba. Nyahahaha! Pasulyap sulyap lang.
2. M habang asa 3rd floor at paikot-ikot. Umupo ba naman sa tabi ni TL Audrey na syang naka-station sa baay kung asan ako?! Kamusta naman talaga?! Tapos pumunta pa sya kay ate Lorie at nagbarge ulet na syang asa tapat ko naman! Kamusta talaga ang pasimpleng pagtayo at pagsulyap ko. Waaaaahhh!!! Eto ang catch: saktong weird ang call ko, long call, email issue. weird talaga!
Din: (lumapit na kay TL Jojo kasi weird talaga issue. padaan daan ako sa tapat ni M kasi lampas pa dun station ni TL) TL, lika nga sa station ko! ang weird ng email issue ko pramis!!
TL: sus nagpapacute ka lang kay M eh!
Din: tanga hindi noh, seryoso mahirap talaga!
TL (lumapit kame sa station ko.)
Nung nakaupo nako...
TL: hey brother, can you help my agent? she said she's having a weird email issue.
Din: LUMAKI TALAGA MATA KO LALO LIKE THIS @_@
M: so what's up? (pagkalapit saken)
**Naman Lord ambango naman neto!!!!!!!**
Din: uhmm ehh..(mega explain ng issue na nauutal na napapasmile)
M: is this a serious call or you're just making fun of me?
D: huh seryoso to noh!
M: alright, contact a mod and tell them i said this.....blah blah blah
D: thanks!
*define himatay?*
3. Asa yosihan.First break (M, TL, others nakaupo). Dumating ako. At ang puso ko hello naman, tumalon ulet!
TL: Sus Din, yang ngiti mo na naman! (take note: andun si M!!!)
Din: Ano ba TL? para kang tanga dyan!
M: (just listening)
TL: (tinanong yung ibang nakaupo): Nakita nyo ba picture ni Din at Ron? sweet na sweet lang eh!
Din: smile (deep inside: lintek ka tl!!! quiet ka lang! si M andyan oh, baka kung ano isipin!)
*pag-akyat, sinapak ko si TL. basag trip eh! haha. sabi ni TL: may boyprend ka diba???? sabi ko: bastaaaa!!!! eh crush ko yun eh!!!
4. FGD:
TL: Guys, go to the conference room (May mga call pa sila, ako naman, gora na sa conference room, syempre petiks yun eh.)
*Pagpasok ko sa room, sya lang nakita ko. AS IN SYA LANG. waaaaaaaaahh!
D: oh..hi boss!
M: hello. where are the others?
D: still on a call
M: alright, have a seat
*at umupo ako na hindi na mapakali..hanggang pumasok na sila..at habang nag-FGD. hindi mawari ang ngiti ko. di ako makatingin. nakatitig lang ako. at...parehas kame ng phone!!!! yehey. hahaha!
5. Yosihan: Magkakausap kame nina Mojo, Noah, at Ron. Kwento kwento kame at ang mga teammates ko, asa may other side. Biglang may lumapit:
M: hey
D: (hindi nako mapakali. hindi ko kaya tong moment na to kase katabi ko sya at katapat ko si ron!)
*in short, nagwalk out ako. hehehe. at nagpunta ko sa mga teammates ko na nakatawa saken. sabi ko, di ko kinaya na katabi sya! nyahahaha
6. TCAMP. I was shortlisted sa TL Post. wow. Elevator scene:
M: I saw your name on the list
D: Ah, yes..
M: So you want grow instead of glow?
D: Yes boss..
M: well goodluck! see you around!
D: speechless
Nyahahaha! Shet.
At napakadami pang elevator moments, na nakatingin lang ako. nakasmile..ganon lang...haha :D chinachat ko ren sya, dun lang ako magaling. nansstalk ako sa 4th para makita sya, pag naman malapit ayoko na. may time na ayoko na sa kanya kase nga kakahiya naman sa boyprend ko nun. hehe. saka feeling ko nagfeeling sya. so sinupladahan ko na. pati sa chat lalo na nung ma-bridge ako. casual/professional lang. hehe.
2011
many things happened..i resigned...and the rest is history. yiheeee...let's see... =)
NAKAKATAMEME DIBA? =))
Miyerkules, Abril 20, 2011
Believe
I've been jaded about love for the longest time, made myself believe that true love doesn't exist, and marriage is always bound to fail. You can't blame me, I've had a couple of failed relationships, I've been given reasons to be like this; may it be the people around me, my own experiences, or just stories being shared with me.
Being in a no-boyfriend state for almost two months, it would be hard to believe that I am doing okay, but nothing has changed with my being cynic about the whole love thing not until I attended my friends' wedding. Wedding vows were shared and I could not help but cry. And from that moment, I know, I shall believe in true love and marriage again. Thanks to them, I am still after all, a princess, waiting for my prince to arrive :)
I always joke around that when a guy shows interest in me, I would confront him with a question "teka, may plano ka ba sa buhay? papakasalan mo ba ko?". Yeah, funny, but it just shows that I don't want another used to be (sige kanta tayo). I want someone I can share my future with. I've had enough of not-for-me relationships.
And then one question shook my world last night. Thats from Mr. Someone. Someone who consistently occupies my mind for almost a month now. Someone I never thought I would have this special relationship with. We agreed of baby steps and getting-to-know-each-other process. I am in no rush and so is he.
He asked out of nowhere, "Did it ever cross your mind of being Mrs. S in the future whenever you're thinking of me?" I was not able to answer right away, but wth, I replied. "Serious question? It did somehow. Why ask?" For which he told me "Nothing, just wanna ask. Is with with or without children?" I was like. Whats with these questions? But I remained composed. I said "Not with kids yet"and I explained that I don't want any nonsensical relationship anymore and I am now thinking of my future. He replied "Very good, and so am I. I think we have something in common now" It made me smile, and told him, "Well atleast that would prevent us from playing games with each other, right?" He said: "Yup sweets"
OKAY. I don't wanna give so much malice and color to that conversation of ours, but it made me realize that I am no longer in the playing games stage now. I need to focus on my future as I am not getting any younger, no one else is. He just made me smile by that kilig usap we had. I am excited for the next coming days of my life...let's see if he will be a part of it. He joked around one time when I was on my way back to Makati and I told him "I am excited to pass by Southwoods :)" He replied, "Nothing major on that place except your future..." I know it's just a pick-up line, but diba? Kakaloka lang :)
Well, hush baby hush. Nothing is certain yet. But I would believe in love again. I would enjoy moment. Cheers to good vibes! :)
Being in a no-boyfriend state for almost two months, it would be hard to believe that I am doing okay, but nothing has changed with my being cynic about the whole love thing not until I attended my friends' wedding. Wedding vows were shared and I could not help but cry. And from that moment, I know, I shall believe in true love and marriage again. Thanks to them, I am still after all, a princess, waiting for my prince to arrive :)
I always joke around that when a guy shows interest in me, I would confront him with a question "teka, may plano ka ba sa buhay? papakasalan mo ba ko?". Yeah, funny, but it just shows that I don't want another used to be (sige kanta tayo). I want someone I can share my future with. I've had enough of not-for-me relationships.
And then one question shook my world last night. Thats from Mr. Someone. Someone who consistently occupies my mind for almost a month now. Someone I never thought I would have this special relationship with. We agreed of baby steps and getting-to-know-each-other process. I am in no rush and so is he.
He asked out of nowhere, "Did it ever cross your mind of being Mrs. S in the future whenever you're thinking of me?" I was not able to answer right away, but wth, I replied. "Serious question? It did somehow. Why ask?" For which he told me "Nothing, just wanna ask. Is with with or without children?" I was like. Whats with these questions? But I remained composed. I said "Not with kids yet"and I explained that I don't want any nonsensical relationship anymore and I am now thinking of my future. He replied "Very good, and so am I. I think we have something in common now" It made me smile, and told him, "Well atleast that would prevent us from playing games with each other, right?" He said: "Yup sweets"
OKAY. I don't wanna give so much malice and color to that conversation of ours, but it made me realize that I am no longer in the playing games stage now. I need to focus on my future as I am not getting any younger, no one else is. He just made me smile by that kilig usap we had. I am excited for the next coming days of my life...let's see if he will be a part of it. He joked around one time when I was on my way back to Makati and I told him "I am excited to pass by Southwoods :)" He replied, "Nothing major on that place except your future..." I know it's just a pick-up line, but diba? Kakaloka lang :)
Well, hush baby hush. Nothing is certain yet. But I would believe in love again. I would enjoy moment. Cheers to good vibes! :)
Linggo, Abril 17, 2011
Dear Geoff
It's your birthday today. How are you my college sideline? Yes. Ang bad ko ba? Eh kase diba nga, boyfriend ko si Wendell nun. I swear, my feelings for you back then was sincere. I still have the love letters you gave me, the pictures we had, and the memories of you that make me feel mixed emotions. Anyhow, I'm still thankful for you and for your family for being warm to me. So sorry I hurt you.
Today is your birthday, I wish you well. Happy birthday Mr. Geoffrey Rhoel Cruz! Kudos to you and Cococ! =)
Tanda mo ba yung library moments? Nyahaha!
Love,
Din
***(Geoff: 2004-2006, UST)
Today is your birthday, I wish you well. Happy birthday Mr. Geoffrey Rhoel Cruz! Kudos to you and Cococ! =)
Tanda mo ba yung library moments? Nyahaha!
Love,
Din
***(Geoff: 2004-2006, UST)
Life is short
Past midnight today, a sad news circulated in the Twitter world. AJ Perez, a young Kapamilya actor passed away in a car accident. Family and friends grieved over the passing of a very loved young man. All good words to AJ as he now joined the creator. I feel for his family and loved ones for it is very hard to lose an important person, especially on his case, it was so sudden.
We have to keep in mind that life is too short to waste it on anger, betrayal, bitterness, and negativity. We are only given this chance to live the gift of life to the fullest. Let's live each day as if it's our last. Let's show people around us how lucky and grateful we are for them. Let's ask for forgiveness to those we have hurt and forgive those that have sinned us.
Let's enjoy and face life with a big smile.
The next few minutes or hours of our lives are never guaranteed to still be ours. Love and be loved. Thank the Lord up above
***Now I miss my Dad....
We have to keep in mind that life is too short to waste it on anger, betrayal, bitterness, and negativity. We are only given this chance to live the gift of life to the fullest. Let's live each day as if it's our last. Let's show people around us how lucky and grateful we are for them. Let's ask for forgiveness to those we have hurt and forgive those that have sinned us.
Let's enjoy and face life with a big smile.
The next few minutes or hours of our lives are never guaranteed to still be ours. Love and be loved. Thank the Lord up above
***Now I miss my Dad....
Sabado, Abril 9, 2011
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
Parang pelikula
May kirot at hapdi ang ngiti
Pilit kinakaya
Pwede mo naming gamitin
Ang panyo ko
Alam mo yan
Kahit wag mo nang ibalik
Wag lang makita kang nagkakaganyan
Wag na
Wag ka nang mangamba
Wag magalala
Luha'y huhupa
Kahit masakit pa
Parang bibigay na
Luha'y huhupa
Ibabaon din
Ng panahon
Mga luha mo ngayong
Iniipon
Wag na
Nabibingi sa linya mo
Wala kong marinig
Kundi patak ng luha mo
Dito sa sahig
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/y/yeng_constantino/wag_na.html ]
Pwede ka naming sumigaw
Kahit sa mukha ko
Alam mo yan
Laway mo'y di iindahin
Wag lang makita kang nagkakaganyan
Wag na
Wag ka nang mangamba
Wag magalala
Luha'y huhupa
Kahit masakit pa
Parang bibigay na
Luha'y huhupa
Ibabaon din
Ng panahon
Mga luha mo ngayong
Iniipon
Wag na
Pwede mo naming gamitin
Ang panyo ko
Alam mo yan
Kahit wag mo nang ibalik
Wag lang makita kang nagkakaganyan
Wag na
I almost killed myself because of so much depression and so much hurt. The first week after my ex-boyfriend broke up with me was really painful. I never saw myself moving on and starting up again, standing up from the fall. I cried almost every hour just to ease the pain and torment I was feeling then.
This song makes me realize that I am blessed to have wonderful friends. They were there to pick me up when I got broken into pieces, they patiently listened to my bitterness, they whole-heartedly offered their shoulders so I can cry my heart out. They were there when I thought that no one else was left for me.
I am so much better now, I believe. After 50 days, I can tell my days now are really far from the post-break up week. Thank you Lord.
CHEERS TO ALL MY FRIENDS!! :)) You guys know who you are. The moved on and better Din is your victory! :)
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| CHEERS TO ZSAZSA AS WELL AND THE REST OF MY TEAMMATES |
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| LOVE YOU GUYS |
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| AWW POOR DIN, CRY BABY |
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| I LOVE YOU BEBES |
Special mention to Karen, Keish, Fatima, Zsa-zsa, TL Jojo, team JojoA, Krinel-bes, Ynah (ynah's family), Joyce, Rizelle. :))
Biyernes, Abril 8, 2011
Mi BEBEs
I MISS TWO THINGS ABOUT MY BEBES: LAUGHTRIP AND PICTURES. wooo!
these are the latest photos we had, from Ydah's P2 preparation and TL Chocho's birthday party. I'll post other/old photos next time. Wala nako FB so might as well get and choose the best photos to upload here. :P
THERE!!!! :))))
these are the latest photos we had, from Ydah's P2 preparation and TL Chocho's birthday party. I'll post other/old photos next time. Wala nako FB so might as well get and choose the best photos to upload here. :P
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| ATE LORIE AND YDAHBEBE |
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| CURLY CURLY HAIR |
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| DINCKEY AND NOEDA |
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| CUTE CUTE NAMEN!! :) |
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| DIN PACUTE: AS ALWAYS |
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| PACUTE GIRLS |
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| YIIIIIHEEE |
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| WITH MY ATE LORIEBELLS |
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| I LOVE MY BEBES |
THERE!!!! :))))
Miyerkules, Abril 6, 2011
DINCKEY
Ydah gave me a new nickname: DinCkey. Din + (Go Figure) hence, DinCkey. Haha! Yeah. Yeah. :)
How would you feel if a crush of yours for two years now would suddenly be a constant name in your inbox, constant image in your head, and constant reason of your smile? Isn't it super amazing? Yes it is. Ayiii. Haha.
He has this extraordinary something that makes me look at him and admire him. IDK, it may be the angas look, the superiority (?), the fact that he appeared to be not noticing me at all before (unlike all others), ETC. He's not naman the guy in my dreams because he's maitim. Haha. He, I believe, is just the 3rd guy na maitim na naging crush ko. Talk about being Highschoolish. HAHA =))
ANYWAY, I'm just glad this is happening. And yes, I'm careful. Smile. Smile. Smile.
"I am not an ordinary guy..." -M.S (I freakin know, right?)
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