Sabado, Agosto 20, 2011

Sayang

Ayokong mainis sa'yo girl. Pinagtatawanan na lang namin kayo. May mga wrong send text messages ka pa kay E, may mga pacute lines ka pa, may videos and diary ka pa. Alam ba ni hubby J yan? Well at least si hubby J walang tinatago sayo, malamang alam mo na nagka-BF sya dati. Ngayon sinabi ko yun kay E, nandiri sya. Ako naman natawa sa mga sinabi ni E about you at sa mga pangungulit mo sa kanya even after you got married.

Ngayon di ka pa ba titigil?

Kakasawa ka na eh. Ang panget ko diba? Wag mo nako isipin, sayang sa oras mo. Sayang naman dalisay at ganda mo. :)

Sabado, Agosto 13, 2011

IDK

and I don't know why I can't get mad at you. and stupid me for still believing that all you said was true. what's happening to the world mother effers?!

as much as i wanted to hate you, my system denies the fact that its true. i cant stay mad at you. well yes who am i to get mad? it came to my knowledge that you went for a soul searching trip alone and got all kamalasan there..i can just imagine how maarte your face was knowing how maselan you are. hay

i guess i just miss you..i dont know why. not that i super want you or want things back, but probably because i got used to you brightening up my day for the past four months. moving on is never hard for me, its a fact..maybe i just dont wanna tell myself yet to stop thinking about "what could have been if those things you said were true.."

anyway you said sorry, i accepted it. but that's all.. we could have just stayed friends and not like this as if nothing really existed. oh well..maybe i just love the fact that my phone gets a happy touch whenever it shows your name every effin day. kalerky!!

well well well...

TEKA LANG:

i learned that someone from the office asked my friend about M and I, claiming that it was on my FB posts and Blogs that i was his GF. IT WAS NEVER INDICATED IN ANY OF MY POSTS THAT WE WERE OFFICIAL KASI THATS NOT TRUE. so...i know you might be reading this, please, stop that chismis. MALING MALI. kalerky!

OKAY NA? hehe :)) Blog ko to, mangelam panget!

Martes, Agosto 2, 2011

done deal

i know i just posted an entry about my heart taking the lead once again, my bad folks.                                as today a major event happened. yes its the end of the fairy tale for kermit the frog and his lady, for dastan and tamina, for mickey and din. yes i was a fool to believe that this man is at par from the others. he always tells me he's not like the rest. now i can affirm, yes you're not as you're probably worse than them.

i hate the fact that i appeared to be the bad one, had i known it was true, it wouldnt come this far. i was a victim as well of your sweet words, my bad for believing. i never wanted to ruin a happy family for caleb.  there's nothing actually to be sad about, nothing to end as nothing has really started. it was all virtual and now i thank the heavens for the fourmonth virtual romance. atleast no damage done on my part. it was just pure virtual investment, easy to get over with.                                  

dont worry M, im giving you the benefit of the doubt still. i asked cathy and she said as per office records, you're not married. but that doesnt mean i will believe you still. J loves you that much not to let go of you, i feel sorry for her and for V too. i wanna be sorry for myself but i guess im not gonna regret anything. i always believe in a grander plan and id say you were an instrument to help me move on easily from my breakup with Ron. i thank you for that. no hard feelings on my part baby, i told you thats fine. you could have just been honest from the start. this is the first time i encountered three or four clueless girls and one superman taking advantage.

anyhow, the show is over, done deal mr. santos. lets all move on and be genuinely happy. thank you for the past four months that you made my everyday happy. goodluck to you!