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The Story of My Old Life

A compilation of my blog posts from 2009-2011. Weird. Melodramatic. Complicated. Very me. I now realize the reason why I suddenly stop writing..posting...that's because my life has never been this good. :)

eyes on me?

January 16, 2010 at 11:55pm

if you can see me then look at me
if i dont look back, turn around and be free
i can look and see, but i hardly feel
for this will save me from some misery

i will glance and take my time to see
the goodness in the path and the vicinity
my eyes will find what its ought to be
but my mind will cease and will not agree

these eyes take chances for you and me
but it does'nt mean tomorrow it would still be
unless you show that your eyes are for me
mine wont be as good as what you think it will be

dont blind your eyes with me in ecstasy
for it would pass and soon you'll forget me
im doing you a favor and giving you rationality
but if you may insist, go on and love me.

estrella

February 2, 2010 at 2:19am

Gusto kong kuminang
sa langit mong ako lang sana ang bituin.

Ang kagustuhan ay may hangganan.
Sana ang kinang ay hindi maglaho ng ganon ganon lang.

Kung hindi uubra, pwede bang
hayaan mo na lang akong
kuminang sa langit ng iba?

25th

December 11, 2010 at 11:46pm

ideal thoughts are behind the bars of reality . they want to scream as loud as possible, go out and be seen. but the road offers no sign that princess-like life will be happening to me. that's all I want for my 25th, let them free even for just twenty four hours.

defense on

January 12, 2010 at 3:49am

unleash the power of the mind
trash the cries of the heart
for once let the head drive
the tide that feelings ought to hide

maneuver to the road
where senses are on board
you'll see at the end, its no fraud

surpass the challenge of the blinded heart
and trust what your head is taking part

the order that makes the chaos life free..

Pero Kasi

December 16, 2009 at 11:57am

you make me smile after the frown
yet you make me frown after that smile
you make me sleep with a good night's kiss
yet you make me wake up feeling no bliss
you wait for me till i finish my bath
yet you make me wait like there's nothing i got
you make me tamed
yet you make me wanna end our flame

you make me lose my guard and might
yet what you do makes me up and smart
you make me hold on and not give up
yet you dont tell me what you really want


you make me think this just happened too fast
yet your consistent actions make me think otherwise
you make me think of crazy things
yet you stop me from thinking deeply about this

I want to stop this thing with You
yet You make me stay like giving up is really hard to do.

Argh. Maliligo na'ko. Late nako.

Ngayon o Bukas

November 23, 2009 at 8:17am

hindi ko alam kung kelan tama
kung ngayon na lang ba kasi hindi na pwede bukas
o kaya naman
hindi pwede ngayon kaya bukas na lang

o baka naman

hindi talaga pwede
ngayon man, bukas, o kahit kailan.

sa palagay mo ba may tama pa?

On Change

September 29, 2009 at 10:51pm

As I look at the pictures, the stories of the people around me, I keep asking myself if in the past few years have I changed..and if it’s for the better or otherwise. Years back, you would only see me in the streets of Dapitan, UST premises, Dapitan’s inuman places, Dormitory..SM Manila, Cavite, Batangas..those were the only places I used to go to..you can only see me with same set of people, same crowd..doing routinary activities..it was oh so simple.

As years passed, my system has been eaten up by the demands outside my comfort zone. I graduated. I found myself in an industry that was never in my list of interests. I learned to embrace the culture, the people, not knowing that it unconsciously changed me. The people in my life before I entered the industry slowly drifted away..circumstances and my fault combined as the reasons why.

I was tied up with diverse kinds of people. I had to remain tough and real to still have my values intact. As I grow older in the industry, I realized that I was living a moderate life, the “play-safe” kind of life. I was so naïve with the real world in front of me. I learned to adjust and have the ideal world that I know be vanished away. I am not in any way blaming others of what I have become, it was and still my choice to be here and to be doing what I am doing. It’s not that I don’t like who I am now, it’s just that, it’s not the one I pictured out myself to be.

Lately , I’ve been questioning myself if the changes are all worth it..i always end up convincing myself that it’s a Yes. If not for the changes and things that occurred to me, I won’t be the tougher and smarter Din. I may be putting myself into some complicated situations, people may see me as inconsiderate and loud, others may say nasty comment about me but that wouldn’t stop me from growing.

blank. blank. blank.

I can’t continue writing..i don’t know why. My thoughts suddenly stop pouring. Can someone help me continue to put into words what you now see in me?



I’m dead. Darn it. It there’s one thing I hate about staying in Batangas during rest days, it could be this…having to realize many things. Argh.

Miss Na Kita

July 11, 2009 at 1:25pm

Miss na Kita, alam mo ba? Minsan na lang kita makasama, minsan na lang kita makausap. Pag nabigyan ng oras, minsan inaabuso ko pa..sa halip na sayo lang, andami-dami ko pang ginagawa, andami-dami ko pang iniisip. Alam ko palagi kang may oras saken, ako lang ang wala..eh anong magagawa ko? Minsan ang ilap mo rin naman..hindi kasi tyo nabigyan ng normal na sitwasyon eh. An hirap mo naman suyuin para lambingin at dalawin ako pag kelangan na kita..tapos dumadating ka at nagpapapansin kung kelan dapat magkalayo tyo at parang hindi magkakakilala.

Haay.Ang hirap. Eto ang landas na pinili ko eh, ang malayo sayo at ndi ka makasama..pero okay lang..bukas sisiguraduhin ko na makakasama kita at hay naku sana magka-oras nako sayo talaga..sana hindi mo ko iwan kasi kelangan kita..sobra!

hehehe..ang emote..antok na antok na'ko! Miss na kita tulog!!!! ampft!

darn it. i badly need to sleep..tipong 24 hrs straight. beat that. hehehe..

Hindi Pwede

June 6, 2009 at 9:01pm

hindi pwedeng pag gusto mo, lahat dapat nakukuha mo
hindi pwedeng pag malungkot ka, lahat sila nakikilungkot sa'yo
hindi pwedeng pag masaya ka, nakikisaya sila sa'yo
hindi pwedeng lahat ng bagay at nararamdaman mo eh importante para sa mga tao sa paligid mo

hindi pwedeng mababang stats ang magpapatigil sa'yo
hindi pwedeng isang masunget na bisor ang pwedeng magpahina sa'yo
hindi pwedeng isang panget na shift ang mgpapabsent sa'yo
hindi pwedeng isang matinding ulan ang magpapatamad sa'yo
hindi pwedeng isang misunderstanding ang magpapademotivate sa'yo
hindi pwedeng maging mahina sa isang bagay na alam mong bumubuhay sa'yo

hindi pwedeng magsisi sa lahat ng bagay na nagawa mo dahil sa isang banda ginusto mo
hindi pwedeng malungkot ng sobra-sobra dahil hindi lang ikaw ang may problema
hindi pwedeng isiping malas ka, dahil alam mo sa sarili mong madami kang dapat ikatuwa pa
hindi pweng magreklamo ang taong wala namang ginagawa para magbago

hindi pwedeng isang lalaki lang ang magpapa-ikot at sisira ng buhay mo, hindi sya worth it
hindi pwedeng mag-inarte kung wala kang boyfriend, dahil hindi katapusan ng mundo yan
hindi pwedeng feeling mo gusto ka rin ng crush mo kung lumalandi rin sya syo
hindi pwedeng palagi na lang lalake ang feeling mo magpapasaya sa'yo


hindi pwedeng hindi mo maisip na oo nga madami palang hindi pwede habang binabasa mo to
hindi pwedeng hindi mo maisip kung "ano bang problema ni Din, bkit ganito?"
hindi pwedeng hindi ka maniwala kung isasagot ko na "ayos lang naman ako"
hindi pwedeng hindi natin maiisip na madaming bagay pa ang dapat problemahin kesa sa mga bagay na ganito
hindi pwedeng makalimutan na iwan, saktan, awayin man ng lahat, may nag-iisang hindi pwedeng hindi ka tulungan, si Lord yan

hindi pwedeng konting sakit lang, aayaw ka na
hindi pwedeng simpleng iyak lang, titigil ka na
hindi pwedeng konting sermon lang, magagalit ka na
hindi pwedeng hindi ka lalaban sa bawat pagsubok na binibigay
hindi pwedeng hindi ka magpapasalamat sa lahat ng meron ka

at hindi pwedeng lahat ng to ay walang magandang dahilan..kaya mag-thank you ka na lang

Overload. Overflowing

I can't help but share how happy my heart is this valentine's day. I finally met someone who can make me feel that I am being pursued and courted again. Valentine's Day is just another day actually, but with extra sweet stuff from my lovey. 

happy happy! =)

He put all the gifts on my desk so when I get in, I will be surprised. A huge smile was formed on my face upon seeing the flowers and the huge bear together with red velvet cupcakes and balloon. Sweet, right? Not to mention the "love story" he sent as an entry to our office activity for valentine's day (read my previous post). 

the first thing I did was take a picture of it hehehe

My heart is just filled with overflowing happiness..not only because of the gifts I got from him, but because I have him.. I never enjoyed hearts day with someone for the past few years; either because of relationship complications or singleblessedness. And today, Beej just showed me, once again, how wonderful this feeling is. :)

I'm so thankful for the Lord's plan and how He orchestrated everything to be in place. I am beyond grateful. :)

our baby, BiBi! hehehehe. I sprayed some of his cologne to this cute bear..sarap i-hug..hehehe.♥

On the other hand, I prepared a personalized gift for him - a box with a mini scrapbook, mini bear, mini balloons, chocolates, mini rose and petals. I thought of giving him something that will make him feel what girls are feeling whenever we get those. I'm glad he liked it! =)

 

The things people do for love. 

I really do. :)

you're the sweetest.♥

Pardon my cheeziness..I know I've been too mushy for the past few months..pagbigyan nyo na..si Beej kasi eh. Haha!♥

His Version of Our Story ♥

A budding office romance isn't really as complicated as one might think. 
It all started a year ago. A kick-off meeting for the year's committee on events-planning was held in our main office. Present were familiar faces and old-time members, which I am one. Also in the meeting were first-time members who answered the call for volunteer recruitment. My girlfriend-to-be was one of them. Different activities were raffled off to the members, and she and I ended up as partners.

We communicated through email at first. I was on the morning shift and she worked on the night shift. We bounced ideas off each other for preparation for our assigned tasks. Later on, we would meet in the office at a suitable time to discuss our plans. We would text and call each other for updates and follow-ups.

We immediately clicked and proved to be a great team. This newfound friendship extended beyond the confines of our membership to the committee. We began to know each other more. Likes and dislikes, interests, hobbies. Eventually we had grown deeper fondness for one another. And as if holding true to the tradition of boy-meets-girl scenarios, we became a couple.

We had a great start. We began seeing each other more. Just like typical couples going on dates, we watched movies, had lunch and dinner, visited places, and took a lot of pictures together. The difference in our working shifts was never a hurdle for us. We would always find time to meet early in the morning or at night as it progresses. We were happy and did not worry about anything. Everything was almost perfect.
But the honeymoon stages of relationships always come to an end.

We began seeing each other's faults. We would quarrel over the little things. There would be raised voices and some shouting. Fuming text messages would be exchanged. Our disputes become worse when no one would seem to give up, almost never letting of an arrogant pride. A mighty slap in the face would be seemingly less painful compared to the emotional beating we would have to endure every time we bicker.
But in the end, we always patch things up. We would learn a lot. And we become stronger.

We're not both perfect. My flaws are already a part of myself. And hers, too, contribute to her character in some way. We have to accept us both for who we are. Some flaws aren't even permanent. We change one another for the better. Just by knowing that one is also being loved by the other, we are greatly inspired.
We are constantly in a very light mood furthered by laughter over silly jokes. For a couple that seems compatible with each other, we have major differences as well.

She might never understand my enthusiasm for Star Wars and other science-fiction and fantasy fandoms that reek of geekiness; I might not see the logical reason behind wanting and owning a lot of shoes and bags. I think my Stormtrooper armor is superior to her dress and shoes and bag ensemble, but her hundreds of Instagram photos are worth a gazillion words of storytelling compared to my Harry Potter books. Also, we go on debating on who’s the better player between LeBron James and Kobe Bryant.

And yet, we support one another's interests. We make efforts to find gifts that the other one would really like. A sweet little note or surprise email is sent from time to time. When one is troubled by a problem or stress, the other one is always available to help.

I've been to her home and met her family in numerous times. I also bring her to my family's gatherings for them to get to know about her.

Our relationship isn't perfect, but the love we share is. The great things we see in our togetherness bring us more positivity. With this, we carry ourselves with a favorable outlook towards a foreseeable future with each other.

This post my friends, is Beej's version of our story. This was sent to the whole RCG community as an entry for the RCG Valentine's Day's "Share your love story" activity. =)

Ang haba ng hair ko! Nag-blush ako ng very hard!!! :P

I love you, Beejay!!! =))

Goodbye and Thank you, 2012!

You were so good to me and I can't thank you enough for that. Your days were all beautiful - well-spent with the people I love and the people that matter. 

This year, I stopped looking for answers why true love was elusive. I stopped chasing the wrong man. And that my friends, was one of the best decisions I have ever made in my life. :) This led me to start doing things more worthy of my time. 

I joined the company's ER Committee. It surely diverted all my attention and made me move forward easily. I opened my doors to different opportunities. It made me love my job more. It spared me from being saturated with my everyday's tasks at work. 

It opened up friendship with new people; broadened my network, and redeemed my old good self. Charity events. Company events. All were worth the body pain, lack of sleep, stress, etc. It made me see life in different angles. 

Most awesome months of my career life so far. Been recognized, praised, and thanked for. This year I learned to cherish the work that I do and the people who never fail to help me in getting to where I am now. 

This year, I realized I only have a few friends in my life. Not all people who laugh with you are real. In a bunch of 'friends' that I have, old and new, I can only say 10 or so names that are true. This year also made me a better bestfriend to Zsazsa. 

This year, I learned that I am worthy of someone's love and attention. After all the challenges in the love department, I finally have someone I can call my own. The moment I stopped looking was the same time he found me; we found each other. It was not an easy ride, but it was all worth it. I must have done something good to have Beejay in my life. :)

This year, my family is stronger than ever. Ties were tightened. Differences were settled. New babies to watch out for. Amazing life. :)

This year, i didnt get to travel alone but i did explore places with Beej and friends. Pictures are there to speak for itself. :)

And this year, God has been the greatest. As always. You never fail to amaze me with Your plans for me. Isa kang alamat, Lord. Rock on! Hehe :D

Change. Choice. Timing. Self-worth. Love. Never ask for better people and better things; make yourself better first. Be happy. Its never wrong to smile and just be happy. 

"All the the things that transpired in my 2011 were all preparations for my sweet 2012. I'm claiming it to be a year of love and stability for me. ♥ I don't know how and when it will happen, but i have this strong feeling that it will be. " -That was me talking a year ago. I was right afterall. :))

Cheers to a positive and amazing 2013! :)

The Beejay Story

How It All Started

♫ It started over coffee, we started out as friends;

It's funny how from simple things; the best things begin...♪

♫ I call you and you call me

It's funny how we get on so easily

We're just friends aren't we 

You've got yours, I've got mine

And friends are all we ever could be ♫

With the above lyrics, you can already tell how our story started. He came into my life just when I told myself I will never ever look for love again, instead I will let love find its way to me. The first meeting was not in any way special; it never occurred to me that months after, we'll fall in love with each other and be officially together.

With no effort at all, he made me want to be with him all the time, he made me want to always hold him, he made me want to always long for him. Things were not easy at first but with time's grace, the Lord paved the way for relationship to prosper.

With him, I felt that I'm back into walking the right path again. That's something no one has ever done in a long time. He made me see the light I badly needed in my life.

Things He Does For Me

I'm a typical girl: gets thrilled with surprises,  feels giddy whenever pampered and praised, needs a lot of attention and understanding, and becomes a monster every month.

And Beej knows for sure how to be everything I want and need.

1. He picks me up and drives me home every time we'll go out. He calls me and sends me SMS and chat messages all the time. He tells me his whereabouts. He feeds me whether I'm hungry or not. He always tells me I'm beautiful even though I know I'm not. He hugs and kisses me even without asking him to. He feels bad when I get mad.

2. He surprised me big time when he went straight to my home in Batangas and introduced himself to my mom. All by himself. Nobody in my existence has ever done that to me. And I don't think any other guy can. I found myself wanting to just hug him tightly when I saw the car parked outside our house and eventually saw him comfortably talking to my mom.

3. He made my mom talk non-stop about how glad she is for what he did. After a long time, I felt I have finally made my mom happy by bringing home someone like him. Its an automatic million pogi plus points to him.

4. He made himself liked and loved by my friends. Not every guy can do that, but he easily won my circle's hearts. He once surprised me with 7 milk teas delivered for me and my office friends. I realized its very important for my friends to love him as well.

5. He puts notes, chocolates, coffee (like the Kopiko 3 in 1 placed inside a Starbucks paper bag), etc. He gives me hugs and kisses during my 15 minute breaks. He walks going to my building just to see me for a few minutes. He holds my hands while walking, driving, etc.

6. He lets me take pictures of us anytime anywhere. He lets me do my thing and supports me all the way. He lets me wear whatever clothes I want to wear.

7. He teaches me things I am not aware of. He patiently explains things that are not easy for me to comprehend. He listens to my every explanation and story.

8. He makes me laugh all the time. With his wit, sensibility, and humor, I know I won't get tired of talking to him 24/7.

9. He makes me behave without mandating me to do so. He trusts me and speaks nothing about my past. He makes me thank the wrong turns I had because if not for those, all of this won't be possible.

10. He makes me love him more every single day. I think that's enough to cover everything. :)

Celebration

"This is just the first of the many many months and years we'll be spending together. Now I know the reason why God made me wait for a long time; He only wants the best man for me. My journey getting to you was not easy, I had to make wrong turns, experience rough roads, and I even got lost in the middle of nowhere. But seeing you, holding your hands, and feeling your love make everything worth it. You are the light at the end of my tunnel, you are the E that completes my life. I love you.

Thank you for making my every day extra special and for always making me feel beautiful despite all dramas I have. I may not be the perfect 

girl but I'm sure He prepared me to be all that you need and all you will ever want.

I love you so much. Nothing and no one can ever change that." 

Too much sharing, I know; that's the content of my monthsary email for him. Pardon my cheeziness, its been a while since I last celebrated monthly anniversaries with someone. :)

Its a dinner and coffee date night, after his shift and before mine. He surprised me with a bouquet of roses while we were inside the mall. I felt the redness all over me. It was a mix of happiness, giddiness, shock, and a little bit of shyness on my part while walking with the beautiful flowers in my hand.

Not Perfect But Real

We both came from two different worlds. I never imagined myself going in any toycon event nor attending any cosplay whatever. I never thought I would get attracted to a guy who wears costumes, attends geek meetings, joins geek groups etc. I am pretty sure he never imagined himself dating a girl who knows nothing about his favorites. I can only name a few of our similarities: we move a lot, we talk a lot, we cry a lot. We laugh on small things. We appreciate the simplest of things. We love chicken. That's all. Yeah, I think that's all. It's something refreshing.

Its not even close to perfect and never will I expect it to be. I don't need a perfect man nor a perfect relationship. All I need is someone real, someone who will make me understand why it never worked with anyone else in the past. Whatever the Lord wants for us, I will wholeheartedly follow. This won't be easy but I know, as He says, its gonna be worth it.

Beej is not perfect. He has shortcomings. He's too emotional and too sensitive. But I don't mind having to deal with all of those, if that means to be with him for a long time. I myself is not perfect; I have terrible mood swings, I don't read a lot nor watch sci-fi, and a whole lot more. But he assured me of a future together.

I can only pray. I am lifting everything to Him. One thing's for sure, He has given me a very wonderful gift and that is Beejay.=)

third quarter

In every challenge, there's a much awaited success. however, patience matters, so better smile while waiting rather than continuously whining. 

The third quarter of this year paved way for me to see exactly what the Lord wanted for me. Beej is an amazing man and I cannot thank Him enough for giving him to me. As for my career, a lot of things happened and it everything equates to keeping myself grounded and humbled all the time. 

My life has not been this better; I cannot probably ask for more. Slowly, my future is getting clearer; my only regret is not having to spend it with my dad. 

#page182of366: even the fats are sore

#page183of366: Vigan in a few hours! =) #firstdayofoneweekleave

#page184of366: travel. food. pictures. 

#page185of366: north to south

#page186of366: all day res

t#page187of366: start of a week-long madness

#page188of366: the power to control my mood swings is badly needed

#page189of366: picturessssss

#page190of366: at one point you can really tell yourself..that..its worth the wait

#page191of366: diesel down

#page192of366: days when you so unpretty

#page193of366: learn the art of deadma minor in kebs

#page194of366: thank God its friday

#page195of366: appreciate weekends

#page196of366: weekend full of fun

#page197of366: time to decide

#page198of366: re-route

#page199of366: the thing that makes white tainted

#page200of366: nonchalant

#page201of366: and it was as if the rain knew and sympathized

#page202of366: there's a rainbow always after the rain :)

#page203of366: the day I became super friends with my bed

#page204of366: not just a fleeting feeling

#page205of366: fill some gaps with consistency and creativity

#page206of366: "Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying."

#page207of366: chandler fever. makes me think..think..think..

#page208of366: when do's and dont's spell the same

#page209of366: what the hell do I want

#page210of366: crazy rainy makes me sleepy

#page211of366: that moment when you can't find the words to...

#page212of366: if you get less, its because you've given less. if you give more and still feel less, its because you have a problem determining what's more and what's less

#page213of366: understand, not read. listen, not hear

#page214of366: balance and movement

#page215of366: even at rest you will see movement

#page216of366: failure to keep you grounded, success to keep you afloat

#page217of366: and just like that, my weekend is over

#page218of366: house arrest: 

#page219of366: less than a storm - more than a storm

#page220of366: alone at home, braving the loneliness brought by the not-so-storm

#page221of366: a story in need of better characters

#page222of366: when reality tells how unproductive the week was for you

#page223of366: saturday sleepiness and sickness 

#page224of366: sunday spent in bed 

#page225of366: love makes you cry really hard

#page226of366:  undo. shrugg it off and move.  

#page227of366: a new approach is needed

#page228of366: do your best not to judge and do your best not to be judged

#page229of366: doing things I love to do at work: taking over. plus one of the best things ever: to be introduced as the girlfriend to the friends#page230of366: movie date. start of a good weekend with love

#page231of366: spent the day with the man who won my heart

#page232of366: my morning kiss =)

#page233of366: a day of mouring and sadness. rest in peace secretary robredo. i am glad to have listened to your legacy back in college

#page234of366: chicken joy craving. bonding with the bear friends. 

#page235of366: gastritis attack

#page236of366: baby love my baby love

#page237of366: cavite visit. amazing time with friends and love once again

#page238of366: relief operations with RCG volunteers and a whole night spent with the love of my life

#page239of366: simple joys make our relationship special. :) 

#page240of366: i can say i'm in the stage of my life where almost everything is in its proper places; happy with almost everything that's happening

#page241of366: there goes the salaray...after a few minutes...gone in my mind.

#page242of366: you make me beautiful, love. :)

#page243of366: ending August with a hire and starting September with a team getaway :)

#page244of366: that moment when mom knew about Beejay for the first time

#page245of366: happy family time. the D&G light blue perfume made my day

#page246of366: happy labor day to the people in the united states and canada. time off for us. sleep galore!

#page247of366: back to work tonight. and yes, we finally made it official. :) 09/04/2012

#page248of366: steady and lovely

#page249of366: went jogging and had an amazing full body massage

#page250of366: another day for jogging. it made me sleep really well. 

#page251of366: first time ever to end the week with just two submittals.

#page252of366: whole day of exciting adventure trips and events with love. 

#page253of366: sunday lying in bed mode. time for rest and love's time for his family. 

#page254of366: monday. massage. back to work.

#page255of366: slept early. morning tantrums.

#page256of366: shocking as it may seem, we still believe its definitely a blessing #angel

#page257of366: friends that eat, laugh, and take time to be together, stay forever. dinner with BFFs Zsa, Bryan, Francis. 

#page258of366: rain rain go away

#page259of366:  "its not about what you can and what you cannot do; its about what you should do.." -The Mistress

#page260of366: fun times with friends and boyfriend

#page261of366: there are days when smile is not for free

#page262of366:  the way to master the road is not taking the same route over and over, its how you manage to steer away from the norm and find something else

#page263of366:  “I really can't deny it, I am who I am. I'm pretty normal. I'm not that smooth type of girl. I run into things, I trip, I spill food. I say stupid things... I really don't have it all together.” -Katie Holmes

#page264of366: bestfriend duties

#page265of366: rekindling the old life keeps me grounded

#page266of366: that unexplainable feeling when you surprisingly see your boyfriend inside your house talking comfortably with your mom. beej's big surprise. one the best things he did for me. mom was happy. :)

#page267of366: talking to mom about love and life, eating good food, having complete sleep, and non-stop relaxing: the perks of being home on a weekend.

#page268of366: Beej amazes me everyday. He is one great gift. :)

#page269of366: it feels good to walk a long mile

#page270of366: long and tiring shift. first time to play with a puppy. good food. massage. 

#page271of366: i didn't even noticed that end of shift is fast approaching. not that I am ecstatic, but stress is totally occupying a big part of me

#page272of366: and there goes mom and beejay's second time to surprise me. this time its the mom who planned. saw both of them in the office lobby.

#page273of366: whole day spent with beej. food trip to the max. slept early due to colds and slight fever